al-fatihah...
yesterday,i received a bad news from my wife,where she had a miscarriage of our 1st baby...my wife was @ her hometown with my in-laws when she complained bleeding on friday,and then again on saturday.nurul cancel plan dia nak balik kl petang tu,and decide nak pegi clinic utk check up.
I tak suspect sumthing serious.tapi dlm kul 9 pm,nurul call and bagitau yg doktor kata baby dah xde heartbeat..............................i'm stunned.x tau nak cakap ape..........and malam tu jugak nurul kena berkejar ke hospital kul 2am sebab the unborn baby nak terkeluar dah.I took the 1st flight the next day to be with her at this difficult time....sian bini aku,dah ler hilang baby,sakit lagi...
sedih mmg la sedih,tekanan sangat,tapi orang cakap ape yg jadi ada hikmahnye...kena la accept ketentuan Allah psl benda ni.Allah yg kasi baby tu,Dia jugak la berhak nak amik balik bila2 dia suka.mungkin ini test utk kitorang....or maybe kitorang x cukup ready utk jadi parent,and Allah nak kitorang prepare betul2,Wallahu'alam..........
p/s:kena tunggu at least 6 month before kitorang bleh try lagi...insyaallah,harap2 ada rezeki lain kali!
1 comment:
salam..
takziah...yup, insya'Allah..byk sabar,ushe n tawakal...ade ah tu nanti...
p/s: bile ko kawin?
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